Monday, May 20, 2013

“Courage, Fear, Pentecost” (2013-05-19)

This is my homily, Sunday  May 19, 2013, Pentecost.   I am a Catholic chaplain at  Fairleigh Dickinson University (FDU, Teaneck),   FDU Newman Catholic Association,  New Jersey City University (NJCU) in Jersey City.  At FDU, Sunday Evening Mass 5:00 pm/7:00 pm celebrated during Fall and Spring semester  at  FDU University Interfaith Chapel, 842 River Road, Teaneck, NJ.

** We will resume Sunday Mass on August 25, 2013 @ 5:00 pm ***


TITLE: “Courage, Fear, Pentecost”

[__01__]        This Sunday, Pentecost, we observe the transformation, the conversion of the disciples from …

·         A secret hideaway (in the upper room of the last supper / Last Supper)
·         Uncertainty and mistrust to … determination.

This transformation  is precisely what we would expect. On the one hand, one of the gifts of the Holy Spirit is courage – or fortitude.

We sing of this new strength at Easter Sunday – the strife is o’er the battle done

The strife is o’er, the battle done;
The victory of life is won;
The song of triumph has begun: Alleluia!

A gift of the Holy Spirit is courage/fortitude.

[__02__]       On the other hand, one of the gifts of the Holy Spirit is … also fear. Of course, we recall that this is not Hollywood-suspense, PG-13 fear.  Rather this is fear – or awe – in the sight and presence of God.

This is often summarize as “fear of the Lord.”

God is all-powerful, all-knowing, all-present …

·         Omnipotent
·         Omnipresent
·         Omniscient

To the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, you and I are indebted for our lives.

Should we, then, “fear” the Lord in the same way we would fear an enemy, a creditor, the quarterly announcement of inflation or unemployment?

Should we fear God’s strength?

[__03__]      What is the natural, logical response to fear?

In 1932,  a Harvard physician – Walter Cannon – described the psychological and physical response to fear with these 2 words  - FIGHT … or FLIGHT…

In other words, if I were to experience fear – or trepidation, anxiety – I would do one of two things – fight (struggle) … or flee (escape… get out of town).

In this regard, we would often equate fighting with courage or bravery; and, fleeing, cowardice or the opposite of bravery.

Fighting would equal fidelity; and, fleeing, unfaithfulness.

[__04__]        I would like to suggest that fear – or fear of the Lord – is a grace, a blessing which touches us in our consciences.

It is a conscious fear.   our Lord and Savior has given us examples of the fear of the Lord in his life and teaching. And, in fact, sometimes, we follow this grace – and virtue of fearing God – by fighting; sometimes, by fleeing.

This gift of the Holy Spirit could be present in either case.

For example --

[__05__]       That is, fear of the Lord can help us to –

·         FIGHT and STRUGGLE for justice, goodness, virtue ....  AND…  FLEE, ESCAPE from what is unjust, what is evil, what is not of God.
  
[__06__]       For example,      Jesus tells the parable of the Human Resource-Employee  Evaluation of the 2 sons. 

The sons work in the family business and vineyard.   One day, one son says, I will go to work in the vineyard, but never shows up, never punches in, zero hours.

The second son, on the other hand, refuses the idea of working, yet changes his mind, punches in, does a full day’s work.

Could we not, perhaps, say that both sons are equally anxious – fearful – about the work to be done?


[__06.1__]     What happens to you and to me when we have a very difficult final exam, the S.A.T., or some project to complete? Or if we were to have a difficult family crisis to manage or navigate?

Are not tempted to talk about all the work., but never do anything?

The second son, meanwhile, is quite honest and candid about his intentions.  Meanwhile, he is examining his conscience, repenting of his ways. And, the 2nd son is staying to fight, to struggle.

“Fight” is not the only response to fear. Sometimes we are called to escape, to flee.

[__07__]    Consider a different parable, the parable of the Prodigal Son. In this case, the son leaves the family behind, takes his inheritance in one lump-sum signing bonus. 

He then, lives a life of luxury and excess, until he has spent everything.   Far from home, in another country, he is poor, alone, hungry.

Then, the Prodigal Son has a turning point, based at least partly on FEAR…

How many of my father’s hired workers have more than enough food to eat, but here am I, dying from hunger.”  (Luke 15:17)

From this hunger – fear – come resolution and determination … to escape, to flee the current situation of harm.

Fear enables the Prodigal Son to turn away from what is bad and to turn toward the good.

[__08__]     When we listen to the Holy Spirit, we avoid things that are harmful out of fear, fear that we could harm –

·         Ourselves
·         Our family
·         Our community

Would we not avoid certain substances or behaviors, fearing that we could lose control?

In this regard, “fear” touches our conscience. 


Fear of what is bad also motivates us to run or return home toward what is good.

[__09__]        Fear leads to fight or flight.

In the short term, we might experience fear, even fear of the Lord as a restriction, or a confinement

But, in the long run, this fear – through the Holy Spirit also helps us to grow in courage and, most importantly, to be free, liberated.  [__fin__]    

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