2020-04-11
– Holy Saturday_
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This reading also reminds us that FORGIVENESS is not
something that just happens to us, like an Amazon or supermarket delivery.
Forgiveness is a grace and gift that is already within us,
as a result of our Baptism. What we believe is that forgiveness restores us,
reconnects us to the others, to the Body of Christ the Church, to God, and even
restores and reconnects us to ourselves.
The Body is one.
[_02_] We use the word “forgiveness” and “forgiving”
in many different ways. For example, we will use the word “forgiveness” in
situations where there is simply a competition going on. Let’s say, in sports. If the referee in a
basketball game – remember when there was basketball ? – is not blowing the
whistle and stopping the game due to the collision of players, then you might
say that referee is “forgiving”. But, it depends on who benefits from the
referee not blowing the whistle, who benefits from the competition being
continued.
Famous star athletes often react strongly against a referee
or umpire who is too strict. American
tennis player John McEnroe in the 1980’s was, perhaps, the whiner par excellence. When he got his way, no
one was happy. Even he did not seem to be happy. We may equate “forgiveness” with “permission”
John McEnroe never thought he did anything wrong!
[_03_] Consider another example. You were driving or I was driving a car /
automobile – too fast, exceeding the speed limit. As a result of putting the pedal to the metal, we get pulled over
by the police, lights and sirens.
In some cases, we are very fortunate and the police officer
may only give us a warning and NOT a ticket.
Year ago, this happened to our pastor at the time Monsignor
Joe Petrillo. He was driving to the Archdiocesan offices where he also worked.
But on the way, he was caught by the police using his phone. He had no
Bluetooth, no handsfree. Monsignor Joe told the East Orange as only Monsignor
Petrillo could say in a diplomatic, unassuming way: “Would it be helpful,
Officer, to know that I was talking on
the phone with the Archbishop of Newark?”
It turned out this was NOT helpful. Monsignor Petrillo was ticketed.
Even if the police officer “forgives” us without a ticket,
the message is not: please talk on the phone and drive as fast as you want.
[_04_] I bring
this up to say that forgiveness is not about a permission. Forgiveness is not about a permission. Forgiveness is about a penance.
When we think of the word “penance”, we often think of
something imposed on us. For example: “my relatives are coming to visit”…
that’s my penance.
Or, I cannot go outside due to the coronavirus.
We often think of these inconveniences and discomforts as
penances.
But, these are not penances. A penance is not something
that happens to me or something that someone does to me. It’s something I do.
[_05_] Jesus expresses this quite directly to
Pontius Pilate, the judge at his trial.
That is, Pilate is trying to get tough with Jesus, telling
him to watch his step or I will punish you and put you to death.
Jesus says: You have no power over my life. I will lay down
my life. You do not take it from me.
Jesus does a “pre-emptive” penance for all of us by laying
down his life for our sins.
[_06_] A penance is something we do in response to
our own sins, in taking responsibility for our own actions and faults.
So, for example, I myself am often inclined to show up
late, to not be punctual. So, for me, to make an extra effort to be on time,
that’s a penance. It’s not a huge penance, but penances do not have to be
enormously burdensome as a means of conversion. Little things mean a lot !
[_07_] I bring this up as reminder that
the Passion, Death, and Resurrection of our Lord took place, first as a
recognition that you and I are sinner.
There is sin in the world, there is sin in you and in me.
Going to confession and receiving a penance is a way for
you and me to participate in both the dying and rising of Jesus to new life.
Now, it is true that we cannot go to confession the past few weeks
..and maybe for a little while longer.
This does not mean that confession does not exist or will not
exist.
Pope Francis has invited us to take our sins directly to God for
now, in preparation for a sacramental confession with a priest later.
Now, I just remind you that we are always called to go to God
first with our sins…then to a priest. It's not that we are talking to God
instead of the priest or vice versa. We are always called to do both. Going to God helps us to prepare for
confession as a sacrament.
[_08_] Penance invites us and allows us
explicitly to participate in both the dying and rising of Jesus to new life.
If there is a sin, if there is sinfulness/fault such as my
tendency to be late, my tendency to rank my availability or my time as more
important than another, well I want that to die.
But, just as I cannot choose the day or hour for my own
death, I cannot choose the day or hour for the death of my sin. It comes about
through my penance and also through God’s grace and help. I cannot make that death happen on my own.
[_09_] In “penance” or “penitential
actions”, then I try to unite myself to Jesus’ own death on the cross. His
death makes the death of my sin possible.
His death make the penance I carry out ..meaningful. That
is, the penance is not just my own strength, but His strength in me.
The penance could be uncomfortable, painful. Dying to self
can be that way.
But, the cure is NOT worse, the cure his not more harmful
than the disease. The cure – or penance – is more powerful than the sin. I might remind myself it takes more
strength/power to do the penance of showing up on time..than it takes for me to
be late.
[_09_] This is a different Easter Sunday
than we have experienced before. But, I’d encourage you to avoid saying …”there
is no Easter”… “Easter did not happen”…or “we disappointed God by sheltering in
place.”
Easter is happening Easter already happened for the first
time in Jerusalem centuries ago and it happens as a re-presentation of that
resurrection this year as well.
Jesus lived, died and rose from the dead for our sins.
He died so that we – who are part of His Body – can be
healed, so that we can be His Presence in the world, in a world that is broken
and divided and that we can by our own penance and sacrifice can instruct
others that to know that they can also be forgiven and rise again.
Blessed Easter …
[_fin_]
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