[ Jeremiah 31:7-9
| Psalm 126 | Hebrews 5:1-6 | + Mark 10:46-52]
[__01]
The light says go.
In
the Gospel we have just read, Bartimaeus is a man who has just received
the green light – the Go Signal – of vision after years of blindness.
To
summarize this section of Mark, Chapter 10, Bartimaeus is raising his voice,
making his presence known to Jesus who is leaving Jericho and in a crowded
district/area. Bartimaeus is one of many in promixty and within shouting
distance to our Lord whom he summons/calls to audibly, “Jesus, Son of David,
have pity on me.” (cf. Mark 10:46-52).
Others
in the crowd advise (“shout down”) Bartimaeus to be silent. Bartimaeus persists anyway. Jesus comes to
him, heals him, saying “your faith has saved you.” (cf. Mark 10:46-52).
And,
upon gaining sight/vision, the healed Bartimaeus immediately starts moving,
goes in motion. We read, “Immediately
[Bartimaeus] received his sight and followed [Jesus] on the way.” (cf. Mark
10:46-52).
[__02] This
following – this act of motion would also be one that takes Bartimaeus off of
the sidewalk and into the street/road for a longer journey.
Bartimaeus,
once stationary is now mobile.
[__03] Several years ago, I was completing a morning
commute from New Jersey to New York City. I had exited the bus, and taken the
escalators down through the Port Authority Bus Terminal to 8th
Avenue.
I
was on the sidewalk of 8th Avenue at the corner of 42nd
Street, about to walk uptown.
Then,
just before I stepped into the road, a blind man stopped me, asked I would
accompany him across 42nd Street.
We
walked, his hand on my arm, across 42nd on the sidewalk, crossed
again at 43rd and then we parted ways around 44th.
This
man – many individuals who are blind – navigate their homes, other buildings,
and sidewalks – even in large cities with full competence and confidence.
The
sidewalk, in particular, has boundaries
that can be felt, the wall/window of a store, the building on one side, a curb
or fire hydrant, or parking meter on the other side.
The
sidewalk was a haven, similar to a beach or harbor. The sidewalk is solid ground. The street, on
the other hand, resembles an ocean without markers and without differentiation.
But
to go further was a different story. We
also need greater powers of vision to go further – to leave the sidewalk of our
lives in any literal or symbolic sense.
Dependent
on me was the blind man. And, perhaps you have had – or will one day have – a similar
experience.
[__04] [ONE]
Consider the transition which many of us make or will one day make from being
single to being married or from not having children to having a child.
Or,
from thinking about – discerning a particular career …to then living out our
career, our life’s calling.
In
these commitments, we may be called outside of our comfort zones, the sidewalk,
the safety of satisfying our own needs first.
And,
in many situations –densely packed conditions between brothers/sisters
…husband/wife ..or parent/child, we see
also see that traffic flows in at least 2 directions. Sometimes, in a family
crisis, traffic might move in more than 2 directions.
It
may seem safer to stay on the sidewalk.
Do
we have the necessary vision?
We
also need vision – and God’s grace – to survive and look out for the good of
another person.
[__05] [TWO] Consider also the transition from high
school to college at FDU, or the transition from our home country to university
life and studies in the United States.
In
high school – or in our home country – certain things were well defined and
known.
We
knew how to read the signs.
Here,
in a new academic / residential / dorm / cafeteria / eating environment, we are
called to a new level of honesty, integrity, community, discipline.
And,
we almost always have to manage multiple priorities and, as we say, oncoming
cars, trucks, traffic in our way.
Maybe
the oncoming traffic is an assignment, expectation from a professor, roommate,
the coach, our parents at home.
[__06] In the Gospel, Bartimaeus experiences two
changes. First, his sight is restored.
Secondly,
he moves to follow Jesus which is also a transition from darkness to
illumination.
Bartimaeus
can see the light. The light says go.
And,
in this case, Bartimaeus does not need the help of another pedestrian to cross
42nd Street or 8th Avenue in NY or Jericho.
Bartimaeus
can move without holding on to anyone physically but can, as Jesus, tells him,
“go [his] own way. ” (cf. Mark 10:46-52)
[__06.01] A
similar message – at the time of the resurrection – is offered to Mary
Magdalene – to whom Jesus tells … “do not hold on to me… ”
Jesus
wants to give – to us as well – a spirit of confidence in him, a spirit to
overcome temptations, to overcome anger, selfishness…
[__06.02] Outside
of our regular comfort zone, we may encounter people who tempt us…or who push
us beyond our limits. Sometimes, this could be a temptation to do something
unjust / immoral.
Through
our faith – and learning of the commandments – we learn the right way without
having to be taken across the street by anyone elsoe.
And,
we learn to leave our comfort zones – the sidewalk – in order to grow.
[__07] Our journey, our discipleship also calls us to
follow Jesus, but also to do so with the vision and balance of God’s
commandments. This
love – and grace - is meant to help us survive and thrive even when we are off
the safety of the sidewalk, and we are also invited with Christ’s help, “to go our own way” …which is also the
direction in which he is leading. He
is our guide.
Seeing the
light, experiencing God’s presence and love, this means go.
[__fin__]