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19th Sunday in Ordinary Time — Year A
1. Find the Fixed Point
Many years
ago, I went sailing with a friend. I had been on his sailboat before, but that
day his father warned me there would be three-to-six-foot swells.
I thought,
“What could go wrong?”
Well, on a
small sailboat, three-to-six-foot swells (wave height) are enough to make things pretty
unstable. And I started getting seasick.
My friend
taught me something. Your instinct might be to go below deck, but that can make
things worse. Instead, if you can, stay above deck and focus on something
stable on the horizon—an island, the shoreline, something that isn't moving.
And it
actually helped.
Peter is surrounded by wind and waves. Everything around him is moving. But there is one fixed point in front of him: Jesus. And Jesus says: “Come.”
2.
Responding to “Come”
Peter comes.
Think about
a crossing guard. When the crossing guard tells us, “Go ahead,” we trust the
instruction. But we also expect the drivers around us to cooperate.
Peter gets
no such guarantee.
Jesus says,
“Come,” but the wind keeps blowing and the waves keep moving.
Sometimes
following Christ is like that.
Christ may
call us to forgive when we cannot control the other person's response. He may
call us to admit we were wrong when we don't know what will happen afterward.
He may call us simply to remain faithful when others are not.
We
cannot control everything around us. We can respond when Christ says, “Come.”
Peter makes
a decision—a resolution—to follow Christ.
But today's
Gospel teaches us something important:
A
good resolution is not enough by itself.
On that
sailboat, I could have resolved, “I am not going to get seasick!” But determination
alone wasn't enough. I needed something stable outside myself on which to
focus.
Peter needs
the same thing.
3.
Listening Through the Wind
Peter begins
by focusing on Jesus.
Then he
notices the wind.
And he
begins to sink.
Elijah
experiences something similar in our first reading. There is a powerful wind,
an earthquake, and fire. But God is not found in all that noise. Elijah
encounters God in the tiny whispering sound.
That's a
good question for us:
What
am I listening to? Where is my focus?
Fear can be
loud. Anger can be loud. Resentment can be loud. Distractions can be loud.
God's grace
does not always mean that the wind disappears.
Sometimes
grace helps us keep turning toward Christ while the wind is still blowing.
4.
“Lord, Save Me”: Grace and Cooperation
When Peter
begins to sink, he doesn't say, “Lord, I walked seven steps successfully. I
deserve another chance.”
He says:
“Lord,
save me!”
And
immediately Jesus reaches out his hand.
That's
grace.
Grace is
God's help enabling us to respond to him in the middle of the struggle.
Grace can be
God prompting us to
pause before an angry response—and we cooperate with that grace
when we pause.
Grace can be
God reminding us of the
humility to apologize after we fail—and we cooperate when we
make the apology.
Grace can be
God awakening in us the
courage to begin again when we are discouraged—and we cooperate
when we take that next step.
Grace
comes from God. We receive God's help, and we cooperate with it.
Peter still
has to step out of the boat. We still have to forgive, apologize, pray, and
begin again.
But we don't
do it by our strength alone.
5.
Allowing Christ to Reach Us
This also
gives us a way to understand Confession.
Sometimes
after we fail, we think we have to earn our way back to God.
But Peter
doesn't save himself by walking better.
Jesus
reaches out his hand.
Confession
is one place where we can say with Peter:
“Lord,
save me.”
We tell the
truth about our sins, receive absolution, and allow Christ to reach toward us
through the sacramental ministry of the Church.
The priest
needs mercy too. The power of the sacrament doesn't come from the priest's
personal holiness.
It
comes from Christ.
6.
Grace Can Change Us
And
sometimes what makes us unstable isn't wind or water. It's another person.
One of my
mentors once gave me a simple spiritual practice when I was complaining about
someone.
He said:
write the person's name—or just the initials—on a piece of paper and put it in
your wallet. Whenever you see it, let it remind you to pray for that person.
I've done
that more than once.
And one
time, several weeks later, I pulled out that piece of paper, looked at the name
and thought:
“I
forgot why I'm mad at you.”
The other
person hadn't necessarily changed.
But
something had changed in me.
We cannot
manufacture another person's conversion. We cannot control another person's
heart.
But we can
pray for them. We can place them in God's hands. And when God gives us the
grace to become more patient, more forgiving, or less resentful, we can cooperate with that grace.
7.
Keep Your Eyes on Christ
So perhaps
the resolution today isn't simply:
“I
will try harder.”
Maybe it is:
Lord,
help me keep my eyes on you.
When you say, “Come,”
help me respond.
When the wind is
blowing, give me grace.
When I begin to sink, save
me.
And when other people
make life unstable, help me place them in your hands.
The wind
will not always stop.
Other people
will not always cooperate.
Our own
resolutions will sometimes fail.
But there is
still a fixed point.
Our
resolutions matter.
Our response matters.
Our cooperation with
God's grace matters.
But grace
comes first.
And when
everything else seems to be moving, keep
your eyes on Christ.
Because
ultimately, it is Christ
who saves.